ALCOHOL
i was like 11 years old
when i went to seven eleven the first time
and was denied to buy anything
cos i was so small
but there was booze at home so it was ok
my mom was in poland maybe
and my dad, i don’t know
you came cos i promised you something
we got drunk and i think
we played football with someone
and i remember me laughing at myself
cos i stumbled and then we went home
and i felt slightly anxious
about my body feeling so strange
we fell asleep watching ‘robocop’
then woke up and you turned it off